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Menurut riset yang sudah dilakukan oleh para ahli, ini otak bentar lagi bakalan mendidih, abis itu meletup-letup kayak air panas di panci yang ketutup. Well, lets just say that I am a sixteen year old teenager who is suffering from all of the shits in this big big world. I mean, I have enough friends--good friend, to be exact--but I dont think that I am happy. Yes, OF COURSE I should be happy; I have a family, I have a beautiful crib, I have some good friends, I can sing, I make novel, I write for the school magazine, I speak English--wait! I shouldn't have to be so arrogant over here, right? Okay. Back into the topic.
Aku capek.
Banyak deadline minggu-minggu ini. Banyak ulangan, laporan, praktikum dan yeah--banyak tekanan dari Bapak Botak Biadab (baca: guru Fisika saya). Banyak yang harus dilakuin dan harus selesai tepat waktu. Banyak yang perlu diselesaikan tapi waktu tidak ada. And the best thing of all is... guess what? This fucking labile hormone is definitely drives me craaazy. Aku jadi gampang banget marah, jadi suka pengen nangis walaupun air mata gak keluar, jadi pengen makan sepuasnya, ah. Pokoknya labil dan childish banget. Dulu aku sering denger kalau remaja itu labil, dan, congratulations! Sekarang aku benar-benar merasakan yang namanya jadi 'remaja' yang macem-macem banget tekanannya.
Belom lagi, tekanan dari orang-orang yang kita anggap care, atau yang kita pikir bakal ada terus buat kita, tapi pada kenyataannya enggak. That is SUCK.
Dan juga dari sang pujaan hati yang gak pernah kasih sparks fly lagi. Yang ada justru those college boys who are teasing me a lot. They are handsome, to be honest. They are mature and so much older than me (I've always liked older guys!). But, but... I still can't get the Church Boy out of my mind. AND that is PRETTY SUCK.
Well, the point of this entri is to tell you that I am a sixteen year old teenager who lives in a small city and getting tired for this fucking school stuffs.
I have to go. The assignments and all of those shits still waiting for me. (Anyway tomorrow I have a Deutsch class. I HATE DEUTSCH!)
Pressure, oh... pressure. You better get out of my way.
