I heard that you got a lover, and believe me, it crushes me inside. I guess I should stop thinking about you all the time. Maybe this is what I needed, or maybe this is a sign. A sign that all this time I've been blind to reality.
But tell me why you seemed so interested? Why do you have this symptoms of liking me too? Was it real or was it just all in my head?
I've never seen you with your new lover, but I bet she's pretty. I bet you look cute together. I know you look perfect with or without her anyways. It's been over two years, and I guess I need to move on and COMPLETELY forget you. At first I thought it was just a silly crush. But I was wrong. It's not even crush. It's way more than that. And I couldn't help but thinking that we could've had something. Have I really blind to reality?
Was it real or was it fake? Was it all my mistake? Did you ever feel the same? Was my mind just playing games? Was it all only in my head?
Every little glance in my way, or every little sparks you gave me the other day just kept me believe that you really feel the same.
But I guess I am just completely wrong. You've never been a reality to me, never are and never will be.
And I guess the fact that you like me too is just all in my head.
